"It’s hard to accept the fact that these moments are just
memories that you’re trying to forget. You wake up and you realize that the
person you love with all your heart isn’t apart of your life anymore. You
continue to wait for that text or call that you know won’t ever come. You go to
places hoping that you would run into them and maybe just maybe there would be
some unresolved issues. You sit there and wish that you can take back every
moment that you fucked up, every fight and argument, every bad moment that
brought you guys to what you are now. You try to convince yourself that you’re
fine and that you’ve moved on, when deep inside, you know that’s far from being
true because no matter how many people you talk to, you know it’s not the same.
You try to convince yourself that you don’t care about them anymore and that
it’s not your problem that they’re hurting so bad because you know that if
something bad were to happen to them you would be rushing over to them in an
instance. These pictures, photo albums, videos are the closest thing you have
to them. You look at these moments and you see how happy you were with them,
you remember why they’re the reason you smile and laugh all the time. And now
you realize that it’s hard to accept the fact that you two are now strangers
with memories with each other. Because now that person who was once yours, that
person who was your everything, is someone else’s."

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